Feeling weird today.
I guess sometimes you wake up from a bad dream, or someone says just the right word, or maybe even nothing at all happens, and the magnitude of everything you have been through creeps up. Not one particular thing its more of an emotion that they have yet to name.
All the shit, the abandonment, the loss, your regret, and all the things you want but can't have...They all come together and its like a baseball bat right to the knee caps.
Handle these moments with grace. Allow the moment to consume you briefly, as much as I stifle emotions sometimes feeling them really keeps you sane (or not sane). Swallow hard and then let it inspire you. Get mad and make a change for the better.
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