but who can sleep when my teeth are shifting? i found that awful piece of plastic that shoves my teeth to where they are supposed to be....and it causes much suffering to my rogue front right papa tooth.
Either way...I can't quit thinking about what I chose to do with my life. I chose to stick around town for a while until I was a couple years older and ready to leave. Here I am..and there all my friends and family go. I have to stick out these years to get my associates out of the way. I am thinking of adding a major of international studies. Something. I crave to keep learning about things that can help me make things better. By things I mean anything.
I am having a hard time figuring out who I am, where I want to go. I am so young and naive and have a whole life ahead of me, but I have already left a lot behind....I can't say I have done much that is worth while so far.
I can't help but think this way. I have too much I want to finish during my life and while I have a lifetime I can't help thinking all I have is right now. Which sounds inspiring but instead of LIVING in the now I simply just THINK in the now...I PANICK in the now.
Either way...I know I can't be the only 19 year old in the world who has self discovery problems.
I may be the only person on here with no one following my blog. I talk to myself too much.
Scatterbrained. Stuck. Full of love.
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